What means Black Dog Tatoo? Jonghyun's Black Dog Tatoo.

SHINee's fan shoked Jonghyun's death.

He got a tatoo 'Black Dog'

Black Dog means depression.

It originated by Horatius, a Roman poet.

After Winston Churchill called depression a 'Black Dog'.

Jonghyun got a tattoo 'Black Dog' last year, June.

Some SHINee's Fans said "Jonghyun have been talking his depression. 

Lastly, He wanted to tattoo 'Bye'

Meanwhile, he leave to sky PM 6:10, 18th, December, 2017.

He said through the will. 

The will is written about the depression he had been suffering from.

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Jonghyun Kim in SHINee kiied himself. And an open the will

SHINEE member, Jong Hyun Kim killed himself. 

19th, December, 2017.

Singer group, Dear Cloud member, Nine reveals a will public

Below is the contents of the will


I am damaged from the inside. 
The depression that has been slowly eating away at me has completely swallowed me, and I couldn't win over it.
I hated myself. 
I tried to hold on to breaking memories and yelled at myself to get a grip, but there was no answer.
If I can't clear my breath, it's better to stop.
I asked myself who can take care of myself.
It's only me.
I was alone.
It's easy to say I'll end things.
It's hard to end things.
I lived all this time because of that difficulty.
They said I wanted to run away.
That's true. I wanted to run away.
From me.
From you.
I asked who it was. It was me. 
And it was me. And it was me again.
I asked why I kept losing my memories. 
They said it was because of my personality. 
I see. It wa smy fault in the end.
I wanted someone to notice, but no one noticed. 
No one met me, so of course they don't know I exist.
I asked why people live. 
Just. Just. People just live.
If I ask why people die, I guess they'd say they were tired.
I suffered and I worried. 
I never learned how to turn my pain into happiness.
Pain is just pain.
They told me not to be like that.
Why? I can't even end things the way I want?
They told me to figure out why I was hurting.
I know very well why. I'm hurting because of me. 
It's all my fault and because I'm bad.
Doctor, is this what you wanted to hear?
No, I didn't do anything wrong.
When the doctor blamed my personality with a quiet voice, I thought it was so easy to be a doctor.
It's amazing how much I'm hurting. 
People who are hurting more live well. 
People weaker than me live well. 
I guess not. Out of everyone alive, there's no one hurting more than I am and there's no one weaker than I am.
But they said I should live.
I asked why so many times, but it's not for me. It's for you.
I wanted to be for me.
Don't say things that don't make sense.
Figure out why I'm hurting? 
I told you why. Why I was hurting. 
Is it not okay to be hurting this much because of that? Do I need a more dramatic detail? I need more of a story?
I told you why. Were you not listening? 
Things I can win over don't end in scars.
It wasn't my place to clash with the world.
It wasn't my life to be known to the world.
They said that was why I was hurting more. 
Because I had clashed with the world, because I was known to the world.
Why did I choose this? That's funny.
It's a miracle I lasted this far.
What more can I say? 
Just tell me I worked hard.
That it was good of me to come this far. 
That I worked hard.
Even if you can't smile as you let me go, please don't blame me.
I worked hard.
I really did work hard.
Good bye.

Nine's Instagram

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SM TOWN'S PUDRIL DESIGN PASSPORT

SM TOWN have many popular K-Pop band. 

 For example, EXO, Girl's Generation, TVXQ!, Super Junior, Shinee, F(x), NCT, etc... 

 We heard theirs name before. 

 SM TOWN makes passport named by Music Nation SMTOWN citizen.

What a Pink!

I don't like passport first. 

Because of ugly design passport.

But! The use of this passport is quite fabrical.

If you go SMTOWN singer's concert, fan meeting, or event, etc., 

you get stamp in your SMTOWN passport.

TVXQ!'s 2014year Yokohama Arena stamp

I don't understand Japanese language, 

But maybe this is Shinee's concert stamp

isn't it lovely?

I want to get stamp in my real passport.

They know K-pop fan's heart.

I really want to collect their stamp.

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